Truth.

I am afraid, blood in my viens and my heart is racing, I really don’t know why?, but I am feeling it. I wanted to laugh really when my father was laughing today but I can’t feel that laugh, I was just faking it.

But, I know I can go through anything, I am very strong not just to say but I really am. I have hold myself for so long and now I am not gonna give up when I know that I am very very close to my own life that I wanna live. I am very close to my dream turning into reality. I know that I can do this and I will. I am gonna make it, yes I will make it to my life. I will make it to the America-my freedom, my love and my own life without any fakeness.