Overwhelmed.

Sometimes it just feel like there are too many emotions that I couldn’t able to process, that make me feel overwhelmed. Today happened a lot of things too. I got a glimpse of how i felt in the past, and I think painful feelings are little difficult to process but those are still beautiful. But, today I finally feel free from something that I’ve been holding for so long, it feels like it finally ended. Finally, there is no question left unanswered. Also, I am feeling so tired today and overwhelmed but still at peace. I feel good cause I never hurt someone at least I never intende it. I am proud of myself for trying to give my best, always. Sometimes I am just overwhelmed about feeling overwhelmed. It’s just something happening but I can feel something good.

After few days, alec has posted something, and when he did today it felt like I got my hope back. I was missing him during this past few days. It’s like I know that maybe we ain’t ever gonna be together or even meet. But still, whenever I see his posts or tweets it feels like an energy to me, a hope to me, and like he is with me. It gives me strength. Today was a difficult day, yet special day cause I felt free from today something that was important to set me free.