Spilling out.

Have no idea why I am feeling the way I am feeling right now. It definitely started with that incident of a girl get raped and burned by 4 people.

And after that I just don’t what’s happening with me, it’s just I couldn’t able to feel anything, think about other things. It’s like I got stuck into that one moment. I have no idea, why?

I just couldn’t understand that what can I do or would have done. Why I am having this weird feeling. It’s been almost 3 days since that day. I just don’t know what’s happening. And when I am gonna get out of this vicious cycle. It’s not that I didn’t feel this way before, but it’s just pretty difficult to overcome.

This is how I was just thinking. But, now I am thinking that yeah this is the truth of this world, this is how it is. The world I am living in right now is broken, there is every kinda challenges here. So either I can just be scared and hope that one day things will be changed on it’s own, or I can step ahead and make the change. Al least that change, without it i can never become who I really want-a human –  just trapping inside my head isn’t gonna change anything rather I need to act, and I will. I will make my idea an step of mine to create that change, which will help in creating the world I wanna live in. A world where people know that love is all they need, where truth is the most sweetest gift anyone can give. A world where we will share the pain and help each other to heal and live better.

I know it won’t happen today or tomorrow, but it’ll happen. Because I am gonna try, cause there’s no way I can live like this, just thinking and hurting myself for something I couldn’t do about. Of course I can’t make someone think like me, but I am pretty sure that I can show people what’s the power of love is.

I am choosing Love over anything or everything. Because I wanna have a world of love.